WOWZERS

wowzers....I can not believe how long it has been since I have written here. I was re-reading some of my old posts and again I say wowzers. Some of it was from such a dark time in my life and it is really painful to even read it again. Don't get me wrong...things are not perfect but thank god I have managed to dig myself out of that big hole.

Some days I still have to fight with the dark thoughts that still lurk in my mind....but at least now it isn't every single day. Working has helped a lot...and the gnome is still such a source of support and strength...even when he is driving me nutso!!!

My little gremlins have come so far too...#1 is now working and getting ready to spread her wings and fly...which makes me so proud and scares the crap out of me...in equal measure...lol #2 is still a pain in my azz...and his future scares the crap out of me...but I try hard to take it one day at a time. I guess that is all I can do....I have said it before...get through today and worry about tomorrow when it comes...words to live by !!!